It was less than wild

April and I ended up going to rodeo. Not my favorite place but it's tolerable.  We were sitting on the edge of the dance floor and they have these really super slender counter type things that you can fit an ash tray, a drink, and a purse if it is tiny.  So I had my drink sitting up there.  No people are dancing all country crazy and I keep thinking that they may run into to us.  Go figure, the moment I let my guard down some jack As$ slams himself into my drink which goes all over me.  Luckily I had a black shirt on and jeans or else it would have shown up a lot more.  Grrr   but the bartender gave me another drink for free. So, we stayed for a couple of hours and then headed home.  I tryed to get gwynn to get up and hang out with me since it was only 1 pm on a friday night, but she refused, so I played some mario kart, and my friend came over and that was that.  Bah.    Saturday night was worse, I've passed out in the bathroom before, but not for 5 hours.

I think that I am going to go home early today.  I keep coughing a lot of phlegm up.  yum.  and I don't feel all that well.  I think that I have a tiny fever.  (and the only cure is more cow bell) No not really.  Okay, I think that I am going to go.  bye

I wanna Rock!

haha gwynn and I watched road trip last night.  Oddly enough, it was still hilarious. 

Dry Mouth

Why is it that in the fall/winter time I am thirstier?  Is it just me or does this happen to a lot of people.  It seems in the summer time I don't drink near enough as I should and I always worry that I am not hydrated enough becauseI don't want to be one of those people who drop dead from heat stroke. Even though I know that it happens mostly to old people, I still worry.  Anyway, in the fall/winter time I can't seem to quench my thirst.  My mouth is always dry.  I feel like I could drink gallons upon gallons of water and not be satisfied.  ::LIGHT BULB:: okay I just thought of maybe one reason why my mouth would by drier in the winter time.  It's because that my nose is always stuffy so that maybe I can move air more efficiently through my mouth rather than my nose therefore from my oral air moving my mouth gets dry.  But my nose is always stuffy, year round b/c of my allergies.  Ugh maybe I'll never have the answer, although I think that it is a good one.

When the lights go down in the city

April and I will still be crazy partyin! This night, I can tell, is going to be wild.  We are going downtown I think so aside from wild, should be interesting.  Ha crazy.  I need to call her actually she sent me a msg a few minutes ago.

School

I think that ontop of my 14hrs, I will enroll in an additonal 6 putting me at 20hrs.  then I think I would have just 16hrs left.  Mmm that sounds so good to my ears.  I'm gonna do it!  that and I need to definately enroll in at least on more b/c I'm afriad that they won't offer the course in summer of fall, and i sure as hell don't want to be stuch somewhere for an additional semester for just one friggin class, so I will do that soon. I think that's all for now.

Do you ever have one of those moments where you just want run?

I do all the time.  I have dreams that I am just running.  It's nice because in my dreams I can even feel the wind on my face and the cool air on my legs.  Running is so amazing.  I miss it so much.  I wish I wasn't so lazy that I would just go out and do it.  It's so....filling and rewarding.  Relieving really.  It's a great stress lifter, and what better to get your blood flowing so that you can open up your mind.  (yes I know that sex works here too) 

Sunday is God's day

I'm going with my friend, Daniel, to church on Sunday and the weird thing is that it's in the movie theatres at quail springs, and if you go to church afterwards you get to see any movie for free.  If that is not motivation, than i don't know what is.  What do I wanna see????  So I get a movie and lunch b/c we were suppose to go last sunday but he was in whereever his mom lives spending time with his brother before he leaves for Korea for 2 years, but the thing is that he didn't call so there I was hung over and ready at 10:30 for church.  Ha  where do I want to go for lunch?

that's all that i have.

                              "Damn it feels good to be a gansta"

Mmmm at least it will be in January.  Cutting hours way back, I'll only be working 3 days a week.  I've gotta get this school done; that's what mom says and i agree.  it looks like I will not get a car in march, which is fine, the longer i can get away with no car payment and no insurance the better.  Only problem is that I really have to have that cd player installed soon.

Weird thing happened today

I have this friend, brant, and the other day I got mad at him for reasons i will not disclose, however, today while i was at school I got this e mail from someone that found me through xanga.  Their sn/email was Brant.....I thought that was a really weird coinkydink.  anyway, maybe just to me it is. bottom line i txt brant and it was not him.  And if it is I will gut him like a fish. 

I also enrolled today.  Mmm a telacourse in Elem Oceanography, internet course in Ameri Indian Lit, Ameri Lit to1895, First aide (ha I have to have 2hrs hper), Religious phil of the world.  I think that's it for now.  I will prolly add one in the next few weeks.  And then to take another step back, I dropped a class.  Man that humanities was  a real pain.....I will never even try to attempt to take that class again, even if it is another teacher, just the pure fear that mr buchman has instilled in me is enough to avoid the tortures of that class twice.  :shutter:

"my apendix feels like it is going to burst. but don't worry, it probably                                                     wont"